Public records

My marriage totally fell apart.  I was stunned actually.  We were so happy for so long, and out of the blue we had problem after problem.  So we went ahead with a divorce.  It breaks my heart, and I wish that things would have worked out.  What kills me now is that there are records, public divorce records out there that just anyone can see.  Everyone can see that I failed my marriage, I failed my husband, and most of all I failed myself.  Why cant these records be private?  Why does everyone get to know my business?  It is driving me crazy!